The Passion of BatMan

Does friendster blog have a clause that says "blog will be deleted after six months of inactivity"? 'cause if it does, then by this time my fifth blog (fifth attempt) will have disappeared into the nether-regions of cyberspace. After almost a year since my last post, the 'ol blog's still alive, so apparently, it doesn't. Am I makin' sense here? anyway, what worries me lately is my lack of drive (not the drive you're thinking of you dirty little worm, you). it seems like i'm at the height of catatonia. I mean, am I this unimpassioned? i think for a while, hey, do I even have any specific goals in life? well, the real world's hit me REAL hard...and way too late at the ripe old age of twenty-four....so much for goin' where the wind blows 'cause the wind's taken me to a dead-end. haha. Let’s talk about work…I feel so damn lazy! It’s like all I ever do is complain about what I’m doing…well actually, I love my job, it’s the circumstances surrounding it that’s making me gag. Second, myself. I’ve been an out-of-the-bed, into-the-shower, out-of-the-door kind of guy for the past two years…I know this sounds gross but I’m not so much into personal grooming anymore… at least not as much as I was in high school (which is understandable given the raging hormones and all that stuff back then). I rarely shop for clothes or shoes (clothes probably twice a year, shoes, I haven’t bought a new pair in over a year, damn!). Third, girls…every girl I get into liking, I like in just a lukewarm manner…sure, I still get the stutters, the habit of pushing my glasses up my nose (when I still wore glasses), and the occasional gibberish, but hey, it never gets past that. what is wrong with me? I mean, right now, what I feel most passionate about is sleep…